This weekend, I very specifically prayed for something not to happen right now, because I didn't think I'd be able to cope with it.
It was a bit of an odd thing suddenly to pop into my head, because it wasn't something that was on the cards at all, and I also prayed for the strength to cope with it if it unexpectedly did happen.
And today it happened.
I don't even know why I suddenly thought of it this weekend, but it was the one thing I was hoping not to hear about this week. I'm gutted, but I also feel horrible for feeling this way.
Sometimes life is very, very unfair.