How many more ways are there to say "I can't have a baby and I'm sad about it"?
How many more ways are there to tell people that you've failed again?
How many more sites can I google in an attempt to find positive stories about people who've failed X times but been successful on the X+1th attempt?
How much longer is this thing going to be the focus of my life?
How long is it going to take this time round before I stop unexpectedly finding my eyes streaming with tears at random and unpredictable moments?
I'm even beginning to bore myself.